It wasnt long before storm had finished her drink and went into the kitchen to make another one. the guys all goofed around. playin the playstation an... playin dice. about 45 min. after storm had finished her drink, she was sound asleep on the couch. now it was really time to get this party started. kevin got up and went over to the couch and shook storm to make sure she was really out. jason, kevins best friend, looked over at him and said man are you sure you want to do this? kevin looked at. I noticed you had a ribbon in your black hair. You look a sip of your tea and looked up at me. Our eyes truly met. You were so beautiful – the vision of a young woman in love and I thought whoever you have fallen for is a very lucky boy. We began to talk. The weather. School. One cup of tea led to another. I made you laugh – I can’t remember how – except that when I heard it I thought that any man worth his salt would devote his life to making you happy just so he could hear that laugh, see. It was good that I hadn’t picked a moment when he was driving.“Are you out of your mind?!”“More than usual, you mean? Answer me this: lots of kids go travelling for their gap year before uni, right?”“Yeah.”“And my security isn’t gonna get any smaller as I get more and more visible, is it?”“No.”“So how likely is it that I could do a gap year travelling after I turn eighteen and have the company to run?”“Okay, not very.”“So if I want to see the world without it being from the inside of a. In fact, Eileen had been the girl I was fantasizing about a few nights before Ed's party. I was in the shower, and it was the first time I ever masturbated to an ejaculation. Somehow, even though she hadn't been present in that shower with me, I thought this meant some bond had been forged between the two of us. It was definitely a case of a totally unrealistic expectation on my part. About halfway through Ed's birthday party, when it finally became apparent to me that Eileen wasn't interested.