.."I was moaning incoherently, hardly able to think. Shauna gripped my handeven harder. "It's fine baby, nearly there, okay? C'mon, just a littlebit m...re, you can do it, that's it ..."I felt the pressure building within me. Any minute now I was going toexplode. I seriously didn't know how long I could take it.And just like that - it was over. As the darkness enveloped me, therelief was so overwhelming that I gasped and almost sank to my knees.Only Shauna's firm grip kept me upright. "Is he - I. Isla, I’m not sure why you decided not to go, but God was watching out for you.’ She concluded. ‘The children are they…’ She could not finish. ‘They are gone, Isla. Then he turned the gun on himself.’ Her boss exhaled. ‘Look, take some time tomorrow, but we will need you to come close their case. The police will want their records.’ Isla went home. She let herself inside, thinking of the beautiful children and their mother. They died needlessly. She was no help. She remembered when she arrived. I say forget it mom it was just an accident and pull in my arms. She say ok you call Vishal on Sunday we will celebrate that day and you help me to get ready for that day. I phone to Vishal that my mom is ready to been fuck by you and invite him on Sunday morning. It was Saturday my mom ask me to company her to market as she had to do some shopping. We leave out home in afternoon and reach to a sari shop. She ask me to select one sari, I select a black transparent sari as it is my first choice. The three sisters spent the next several hours floating in Béla’s little blue void talking to their father’s son and bringing him up to date. Jesus was astounded as he came to realize that he was the center of the single biggest misunderstanding in the last two thousand years.After awhile, they began discussing the exaggerated stories people still told of his exploits all those centuries ago. Béla was telling him the tale about the wine jugs that refilled themselves and the baskets of bread and.