I'd only recently moved into this room from the playroom after Liam had told me he loved me. I've ruined that. I wipe my tears on my sleeve."Matthew, ...hat are you doing?" Liam asks.I look up and see him standing in the doorway. Even dishevelled, I still find him attractive. I lower my eyes, finding it too painful to look at him. This is my fault."I'm going. I've messed up big time, and you're clearly disappointed in me. I'm just a massive failure in everything I do. I don't deserve you." I. So the place would be clear and all I would have to do was drive myself to mall. Life is a cinch and manipulation is a game; when you are cunning smart alec like me.I was listening from my room for Steve to go...he was leaving it tight ...given the airport highway traffic. Piss off now...crossed my agitated mind.I was still in my skimpy sexy nightie...a practice run for my new boyfriend Corey...got to love buying direct off the internet...mum had no idea how frickin revealing this piece. ” I was merely appreciating a thing of beauty and exercising my constitutional right to free speech.’ Her indignant air was rendered mock by the way her hand covered mine and squeezed it. It was with a great deal of reluctance that I set off for home after breakfast. Emily had work to do before Monday’s trials and tribulations and she needed to get it done. I went home and did some perfunctory housework before taking a glass of wine into the garden and sitting in the warm sun, dress hitched up. Then she got up and fixed herself up… We couldnt do anything that day either as the movies was about to end and didnt have much time.. Few days after that i told her about my uncles place that it is always empty and would she go with me over there…. She hesitated a little but later on she agreed to come with me…… When i was comng to my house with her my heart was beating like it never bit before by only the thought that i would be able to see her totaly today and feel her as much as i want…...