. He was a Master Sergeant in the PI Marines, and he let me know that if I did ANYTHING other than hold her hand, fish heads and rice would be the bes... thing I ever got again in what remained of my very young life. And I belived him!Besides, there was M***, at the Little Brown Jug. So I spent my afternoons with L***, and my nights with M***.M*** it turns out was 30, and vastly experienced. But she wasn't wild. She was the calming hand, who would cut me off of the booze and got me to buy her. When I heard your voices I was able to pretend for a moment that you were still around.I know you must be thinking what pathetic loser lives his life like that. My answer is no one lives like that and neither did I. I died the day I found the gifts l sent to Sue left at my doorsteps. I have been existing but only because I was too weak to take my own life. I know this letter will give you many sleepless nights but really, you were just kids who did not know better. Don't beat yourself over it.I. They don’t know, I don’t think. They probably think I’m all petrified and stuff. Am I old enough to get a gun and shoot them in the face?”“No, hon, I’ll take care of that for you.” Jackie told me later they both giggled when Brenda said it. “OK. I sent a message out on the wire. If they leave from New Orleans or Atlanta, I know we’ll get them. Any others, and we have to just hope they’re using their real names to leave. Pretty doubtful, though. They didn’t use them to enter the country, we know. . God... ! One chest was full of gold coins. Hell, it looked just like a pirate's chest in the movies. The other two chests were full, and I mean FULL of gold bars. Each chest weighed over a hundred pounds. Shit, these chests were going to be a pain to move.Well, time to stop playing with our toys and to get back to work. We went into the office and looked through the filing cabinets. There was also a computer in there, and we figured that we had better take it, too. We went through the papers.