At this moment I couldn't believe I was doing this, I never had any thought of doing mutual before but here I was on my knees stoking off this older m...n's swollen member. With his dulcet tones he told me to play with his balls in one hand and stoke him off slowly with the other as he began to moan. I had to move right up to him and lean my arms on his thighs to do this. He reached down to put his hand around my cock. He caught me by surprise when he did this and I let out a moan as he stroked. I wasn't ever angry, i was shamed again, hiding things about myself. Never wanting anyone to know what i had, not only done, but learned to thoroughly enjoy. . Throughout my early teens, i was acutely aware of my ability to be, a bit closer, to other boys than most felt comfortable being. I also had noticed the feelings of femininity welling up inside me. Not an over the top femininity, like a super gay male, but a real longing to be seen and used, as female. I looked at women. ‘Danni turned red, and went ballistic. ‘ This is F…’ Her sister’s tackled her to the ground, covered her mouth, and tried to calm her down before she received a ‘Felony Charge.’ Depending on the severity of the charges, the punishment ranged from a one to three month suspension of all privileges: House arrest, loss of allowance, computer time, and phone privileges. Corporal punishment was also included, but that also depended on the severity of the crime. Sandy asked her if she was under. When I felt the first stirrings of my impending orgasm I gripped the sheets. ‘Lisa, I’m close.’ I wanted to give her warning so she could do whatever she felt most comfortable with. I knew some women didn’t like the taste and hated having a man come in their mouths. Lisa didn’t seem to be worried. She redoubled her efforts and was jacking me hard as she sucked. The silky smooth sensation of her tongue along my underside made me shiver and quake. I felt the momentary pause before orgasm, that.