.." Then she left the kitchen to get herself ready for the day. I called Carly, and she confirmed that her Dad had gone into work early and it would b... great if I could pick her up ... I asked her for 20 minutes to get there, and hung up the phone.My sweetheart came running out of her house, and down the walkway from her door to the curb ... on this cold morning, once she got in she had to unwrap the scarf around her head so I could see her smiling face, once we were underway. At the first stop. You now think you're about to be penetrated but i have other plans for you. You become alarmed when i place another rope under your elbows and begin tightening."God i think hes going to hogtie me properly"you think.You let out a gasp. "Don't, that s hurting me", straight away you regret your little outburst.Without further ado i take the mask.. "Open your mouth" i demand, unzipping the rear of the hood. I lift your head by the hair.."do as you're told". You part your bright red lips. " Wider". The long plane ride from Sweden to the United States, far from being the exciting, happy time we had enjoyed only a week earlier, was tense, quiet and uncomfortable for both of us. Fortunately Dr. Bergerud could sense our mutual distress and offered to switch seats with Heather.I did my best to bottle up what I was feeling inside, but my mentor has a way of bringing out all kinds of emotions I had tried to hide, and I soon found myself tearfully spilling my guts as the plane hurtled westward. .But I was afraid. An emotion I wasn't familiar with. I became moresecluded and was left with only the truest of friends.I hated that scar, and all it reminded me of.And now, Steve, er, Steve Mayfield had wandered in here and believed hecould take from me.I wiped my eyes and stood tall. I looked beyond the scar to thebeautiful woman I used to be.....Still was.He couldn't do that.Andi, and some of the other girls, had told me they'd made the so calledsubmissive pay for what he had done to me..