I don't consider myself shy, but this guy was different. Maybe it was that unattainable desire that made him so appealing, who knows.Months went by an... I still hadn't gotten anywhere with this guy. I didn't think he knew I existed at all until one day at the cafeteria, he sat at the table next to me. This made my heart pound so hard in my chest I could hardly breathe. Here I was, inches away from my fantasy guy not knowing what to do with myself. My mouth got incredibly dry as I struggled to. As he liked todo, my makeup made me look older then him.In the bedroom Missy opened a plastic package and gave me some nudepantyhose. Instructing me to be very careful that my long nails did notput a run in them. He sat down on the bed next to me and I followed whathe did exactly. Roll them up into a donut and slip your foot into themand slide up carefully. After the pantyhose came a garment from hell thepanty girdle. The panty girdle being brand new made it more difficult toput on. It. When my dick is all the way inside her, she knows that I am with her and not in the middle of a fantasy. And you know what? That makes Beth cum over and over and over. A man who wants to please her and not just use her as a hole to fuck makes your wife so fucking happy, you cannot possibly imagine it, you stupid, self-absorbed ass.”I was hitting him pretty hard. He was shaken—not crying but not exploding in anger yet either. I knew it could easily go either way right now so I pressed my. He licked my whole body. Now I started sucking his cock. I licked the area below his cock. He was telling little bit down. I licked down and down and reached his ass. I was removing my face. He pressed my face hardly and was not allowing me to even breath. It was a bit forcefull. But I was ok with it after 10 min he told me to turn around. I was scared. But did as he said. He applied lubricant and started inserting it slowly. It was like hell for me. It was my first time. I told please stop I.