"I think that it would be very exciting, not only that the sex would be great, but knowing that we are doing something that we aren't supposed to do."...You're terrible," she said, "you're absolutely terrible to even think about such a thing, much less talk about it, what would my husband think if he came to knew about it?" She looked cautious, but she was still smiling, and this was the first time she had brought her husband during our discussion of sex."How he is going to know? We are not going. I turned a corner when suddenly" STOP! I'm gonna be sick" Amy screamed! I pulled over and no sooner had I stooped Amy was out and running into the woods, then I could hear her coughing and spitting her sick. I wandered over to where I thought she could be from the sound, it was so dark in the woods. I finally found her and could just make out her shape in the darkness, she was hunched up squatting on the floor. " you ok Amy " I asked. No reply, I crouched next to her and started rubbing her. "She didn't stay with him. When she sold the property she inherited,Billy tried to steal the money and he nearly got away with it. But hedidn't. Billy's gone; no need to ask where," the man replied."She looked like shit. She'd gone to fat and was drunk all the time," thelibrarian mused."Like you can talk," the man looked at her disgustedly."She wasn't fat she was pregnant. She lost Billy, she lost twenty pounds,and she gained sobriety. She went back to hairdressing and doing makeupand. " Not since I found out what I really am!" Béla exploded. "I never go beyond what I can easily survive! I want to keep on living! And I..." she hesitated, gasping for a fresh breath of air, "I don't understand why you don't!" Don't what?" Beth asked, her voice flat and unemotional. "Want to live?"The sisters stared at each other for a moment before Beth continued; "I'll tell you the truth: I don't care if I live or not. Without this body, my soul continues to exist. You were the one who showed.