I eventually contacted a few gay guys via other sites, and was so keen but also so nervous, as i am not actually gay, i just want sex with a guy and w...nt to lick his balls and suck him dry and then penetrate his tight little hole and get him hard again and stroke him while i ride him gently until we both cum togethor, and then see how i feel.Well i eventually plucked up the courage, and after a couple of beers to try and relax and follow it through i drove into town one Sat night as scared to. Now to take the reader back when this story occurred it was the early1960's, specifically 1961 when John F. Kennedy was president. This wasthe era before women's liberation and the sexual revolution. This waswhen you had basic radio and black and white television, well beforethe electronic and technological world we now live in. Basically it wasan innocent time before we learned about transgender people and beforeanything in the United States having to do with anything remote assexual. Who identifies a problem ultimately gets it back for resolution." Remain friends with your parents. They really are looking out for your welfare, and will be able to guide you around the potholes that life always puts in your path." Say 'please' a lot, and say 'thank you' just as much. Be the most positive person you know. Smile at people and say 'hello' for no reason at all. Tip your waitress a little extra, just because she smiled at you at breakfast." Don't be afraid of things, but don't. Skinny as I could be but I sure noticed my dad and brothers always looking at my ass. My mom caught my dad oggling it one time and slapped the heck out of him for doing that! My tits aren't much to look at and sure weren't then, being no more than bumps on my chest my nipples the more visible part of them. I was always tall for my age.We were poor,and so most of what I got was my brothers hand me down blue jeans and tshirts mostly. I only had 2 dresses and did not wear them unless it was sunday.