She screamed in agony not because she was in pain from the abortion; but because withdrawal was starting, and she hated it. Frantically she started th...nking she could pay the doctor off like she paid Jesse for her fixes. She knew she could. That day she became a true coke whore.Nancy pulled herself back to the present. The memory faded quickly. She knew unlike those years ago, today she was wanted and loved. One thing though continued to plague her. She was dismayed having sex while pregnant. She would probably remember me forever after this, whatever happened. She smiled and said she wasn't married any more, and she felt happy enough about that. She looked at me as if she'd already said too much, and then maybe, like I had done, decided that she too liked what she saw. 'A woman as beautiful as you deserves to be happy,' I said. 'Thank-you she said,' turning slightly flustered, with a half smile, still wary enough for me to be apologise if I was becoming too much. ‘There's not so. The tunnel leading from the platform was dank and mostly dark.This is where Dember worked every day, Benni thought as they walked. The place put Benni on edge, triggering a distrust of small, enclosed places that were void of life. He marveled at what must have been Dember's steely resolve to work down here in such conditions. How he missed him and his big, goofy grin.The teams stopped. Benni stood in front of the spaceman and his den mate, Deedah, stood guard behind him. Hand signals passed. He then took me to the living room and Master Tom sat down and told me to strip out of my clothes as I would not need them anymore and that I would be kept naked at all times, no matter who was there and that I had to be ready to service him or whoever he had there. After I stripped for him, he took my clothes and the bags I had with me and put them in a lockup and said that I would dress only when we went out and only what he told me to wear. He then told me to kneel before him and take out.