She wants to see how I'll respond to her. Christ I'm scared. He almost jumped when she suddenly entered the bed room. "What do you think?" She said...as she swayed invitingly toward her mate. "It bought it this afternoon." "Nice." The falsetto tones clashed with his otherwise masculine form. "Will-we." The uncontrollable lisp caused Paul to cringe inside. She really is sexy in the black night gown. But the thought was more intellectually driven than visceral. Not a whimper of response. Mother's suicide came a year later.Nudging the Merc into drive and back on the road the view of the valley is quietly left behind me.My thoughts though, remain surrounded by it.I imagine returning to a point in life and able to step back onto my original pathway.Perhaps I'd be a university lecturer now, not BluMag's proprietor.I've often avoided thinking about those times to be honest. It's all remained very hazy.Perhaps we all polish over the bits of life that make us feel uneasy.This evening. " Sometimes." Rachel giggles, looking down and then back up at him and tilting her head while smiling."Sometimes?" He enthuses, kidding around. "My, my, I'd hate to be your dad, having a girl who turns heads like you do."She giggles, leaning into him and casually placing her hand on his chest. "Stop, you old man." She teases, but in fact she loves confident and dominant older men like him."Old man?!" He exasperates with a playful outrage, "I guess you're right." He chuckles. "Let's get you a. Baxter arrives," Mary toldCharlotte. "Please remove the laser and set up the implants andinstruments for the surgery. I will be back shortly."Charlotte acknowledge Mary's directive and started moving the laser outof the pre-surgery room into an adjacent storage area. She returned in acouple of minutes and looked down on the denuded, sleeping man beforeher. With one quick move, she removed two additional syringes from herlab coat pocket and quickly spread Johnny's legs. Both shots wereemptied.