Until now she had yet to look him in the eyes. She tried when he first came in, but her nervousness overcame her. This visit had been a long time comi...g. She had been both anxious and determined about this meeting the very last time she had seen him in court.That day she watched with mixed emotions as the verdict was read allowed. "GUILTY" were the words that she and her family had hoped for and she remembered watching him be led unceremoniously out the courtroom and off to prison for many many. Fir usne apni speed tez karli aur full speed mein meri chut chodne laga. Hum dono ka paani neeche zameen par tapakna shuru ho gaya tha. Fir usne meri gardan par haath rakh kar mere muh ko apne kareeb kiya aur mere honth choosne laga.Hum dono jhadne waale the aur ek hi saath hum jhad gaye. Usne apna saara paani meri chut ke andar hi nikaal diya. Mujhe apni bachhe-daani mein uski pichkaari mehsoos hui.Itni chudai ke baad bhi hamari aag shaant nahi hui thi. Hum dono ek doosre ko lagataar choos. ‘He provides us with supplies. If he’s sailed out to meet us that means it’s not safe to go into port.’ He tugged her by her hand toward the bed. Leaning over, he gripped the mattress and pushed it high toward the wall, revealing a coffin like space in the carved wooden base. Tiny bits of light filtered through the pattern. ‘Oh, no.’ Miriam shook her head, backing away. She folded her arms across her chest, resistance in every line. ‘I don’t see why I need to hide.’ Devlin’s lips twitched. If you want. It'll be like you've done it before."I nodded.I took the bag and walked into Bob's bathroom. As I was going, I sawStan do the hand waving thing out of the corner of my eyes.I took a deep breath and thought "Nikki" in my mind, and I was stunnedat how fast it happened. It wasn't much different then when I becomeNick. It was instantaneous.I looked in the mirror and there was my face. My pretty female face.My suit hung on me and made me look ridiculous. Luckily I didn't getmuch.