Her friends,7 girls, arrive to the hotel,bringing a pair of red leather stiletto for Andrea.Despite not in her style SHE agree to use them for the spe...ial night ahead,SHE look fantastic.The low key black, semi adherent,above the knees skirt and loose white blouse get an incredible boost from the addition of the high heels,i can't take my eyes off HER.Around 9 we all walk in the club,quite empty,i get two bottles of wine and the celebration is happening,plain ,boring but a necessary prelude to. .or was it I passed out in his spare room but awoke to soft moans and a squeezing bed, I listened for a while then my curiosity got the best of me and walked down the hallway and thew a cracked in the door and a well placed mirror I watched Matt ride a dildo and stroke his long cock... He got close and switched positions layer on his back and sucked down his big toy before pounding in his ass like a piston. The sound of his sex and the sight of his hot body moving with his toy cock and his. It was a slight positive, but I had learned to take those whenever they appeared.I dragged on a clean pair of boxers, used the bathroom and marvelled at my clean-shaven appearance. However, the face that stared back at me reminded me of pictures I had seen of survivors from the WWII death camps. Shana had been right in her description of me. I stood on the bathroom scales. Where had thirty pounds or so gone, just like that?The kitchen seemed bare without the stacks of dirty plates and bowls. Febuary 3That's what I get for listening to Mark...The date was a disaster. I really feel bad too, because it's not like theperson Mark set me up with wasn't nice, but the poor sap had no idea whatto do when I kept acting all...well, like me.The weird thing is, even if I could keep going out with members of mycurrent sex, I'm not sure that it wouldn't work out the same way. I don'tknow which side of the proverbial gender fence I'm on anymore.I don't think I care either.February 12Today was.