The choices were rip it out and forget about it, bombard it with atomic sub-particles until it ran up a white flag and surrendered, or, ignore it, sin...e it probably would not kill him before he died from some other cause. Of course, all the insurance companies hoped for decisions favoring the last choice as that would save them an awful lot of money.Harry decided on the first choice since it just did not seem a good idea to let something that would eventually kill you sit untouched until it had. .. yeah kinda. I'm sorry Dex, I had no idea what to do. I was afraid that I was gonna chicken out of telling you what I feel.''But what do you feel? We kissed! I have no idea what the fuck is happening!' I yelled.Joshua looked desperate. 'It's just for once. You just have to do it one time and then we're out and we can be together. Please Dex, I wanna be with you okay? I've had the biggest crush on you for ages! I even came out to my parents last night!' He exclaimed.That really surprised me,. “A hundred dollars. You must have really wanted her number.”“Yeah, I guess I did.”They were silent again for a short time as the music played softly. Then Willy spoke.“But, do you know what I’ve often thought of since I met you?”“What?”He cleared his throat. “I’ve thought about what might have happened if it had been you who I met at Murph’s that night.”Rose stared at her wineglass and twirled the stem in her fingers.“I’m sorry,” Willy said, “I didn’t mean to embarrass you, I…” Willy said. “No,. But I am clear about seeing the prick tip show, of feeling pain, of yelling out, of her soothing me, and of this occurring more than once. She comes to my memory as a shortish, fattish, young female, and that she often felt my prick.One day, it must have been late in the afternoon for the sun was low but shining — how strange I should recollect that so clearly — but I have always recollected sunshine, — I had been walking out with her, I had some items which had been bought for me, we were both.