It is visualising him enjoying her that gets to me. It's at this time I have to think of my therapist who told me that I am just not important in this...situation whatsoever, so my thoughts should not count. I do try and think of it this way as the evening goes on and it does help. The longer the night goes on, the more I know he is doing her, the more I have to think of the fact that I literally do not count in this situation, it's all about her needs, and his. I just wished she would use. So i plucked up the courage to slowly rub my hand over his bulge and he was like me nervous but didn't tell me to stop and after a minute or two i slowly unzipped him slid my hand in his trousers and released his rock hard cock slowly wanking his now fully erect cock.He'd lost all interest in the video on the TV now and was just sitting there eyes closed enjoying the sensation of me gripping his cock slowly wanking it up and down until i said to him 'take those trousers off let's get it all. He leaned forward and put his left hand under Suzanne's skirt and this time, because her skirt was pulled up, I could plainly see his fingers very busy between my wife's pussy lips. And she obviously didn't mind a bit, not the way her legs were spread open. Casey said, "Why don't you climb back here with me so I can suck your pussy." He didn't have to ask again, she just climbed over the seat and cuddled up next to Casey. This excited me so much, seeing her back there, her legs open. Casey kind. I just want to be honest with you." So you don't care if I pack up and leave tonight?" she said and I could see tears coming to the corner of her eyes."Would I care?" I asked. "Of course I would care. I do love you, Julie. I do enjoy the fact that you're here. I don't want you to go anywhere else. But at the same time I want you to realize that there is a real possibility that you and I can't get to where you seem to want to go." Where I seem to want to go?" she asked in a harsh tone. "I think.