I craved it more strongly than Carrie Bradshaw craved Manolo Blahnik shoes. That phrase, “Once you go black, you never go back” is all about the f...eling and texture of the skin. I had the socially acceptable explanation for my black craving. I used that paucity-of-available-white-partners rationale to explain my relationships with black men for several years. A white she male past forty is often passed over by her white-male contemporaries. he goes younger or ethnic or foreign-born or down the. It is not time for you to cum yet; she sat on a chair with a hole in it. She pulled on the chain making me crawl to her, now lay down under the chair. She made me lick her pussy and ass, when I tried to touch myself, she smacked my cock. You are not allowed to touch yourself or cum until I say you can. I beg her to let me cum. No you little cock bitch, you are not allowed to cum yet. She slid my cock in her mouth, only for a few minutes. My cock was so hard and I was ready to explode. She put a. And I would end up apologizing to her, trying to be the peacemaker. The only thing that was great about our marriage was the sex. Cindy was up to anything and everything ... and believe me, we did everything and then some. Her only demand in bed was that I keep going until she climaxed. The few times that I simply just gave out from exhaustion before she came were the worst times for me. She'd call me names and belittle me until finally I would do something to get her off. I may have been. My first threesome was with my parents and it had been fucking awesome! Making love with my parents formed an incredible bond between us and I couldn’t wait to do it again. As I imagined all the ways we could make love together, I realized my fears had been for nothing and that we were going to be okay.EpilogueAnd we were okay. I’m not saying we didn’t have some obstacles. There were still bouts of jealousy from me or Mom over Daddy’s attention as we learned to share, but most times we were.