No problem. Not lookin' to start no shit. I like y'all's neighborhood up in here. You ready to go?"Here was my chance. "Well, can we wait a second? I......I really don't want to make you mad, um, Darnell, but I...I'm married...and I was hoping...well...here." My white gloved hands pulled two hundred dollars cash out of my little fuschia purse all in twenties and held it out to Darnell."He took his tree-trunk arm off my shoulder and counted the money. "What's this, baby girl?"I started to explain. For the first time I try on those Jeans, hey I can get in them, even if I can't do them up. I'm feeling good about myself now, and I have noticed men looking at me again, I've missed that; and I got a date. Bill from sales has asked me out for a drink. I take care to dress ok, using one of my new front opening bras, well you never know, a girl could get lucky. Bill picked me up and we end up in this private drinking club; I had a great time. I had forgotten how nice it was to be entertained by. Mom washed the spunk off her hand and finished washing me and got me out of the tub and put me in the bed. What mom did helped a lot but I still needed more, I needed to cum inside a pussy but I knew that would not happen. Mom never went far from me she was right there when I needed her. I was very lucky. Another day went by and then I woke and had to pee really bad. Mom came into my room and helped me to bathroom. Again, she had on the same shorts and tank top. Her boobs flopping around and. One weekend I visited my mother's house and both my sister and my brotherwere there. To understand my family dynamic you should know that I was 35at the time, my older sister Leslie was 40 and my younger brother Steve was29. It had been only four months since I had been in the hospital for aweek due to a stomach infection. After returning home I worried a lot aboutmy stomach and began eating less to be on the safe side. I thought it wiseto keep my weight down in fear of another hospitalization.