She glanced at her watch, then looked at me gratefully, more likemy old Darla. "I'm so glad you've agreed to do this, Nick. Ireally am. It shows there...s still hope for us."Again I was silent, just staring at her. Hope? What was shetalking about? Were things that bad? I'd thought they wereperfect! She reached over and picked up her wine glass again, nowquite relaxed, and sipped again at her wine. "Are you sure youdon't want something stronger to drink?," she asked me. "A stiffone will do you. Lisa explained it wasa gag, as was the next thing out of the bag. Only this one had an openring, so that the wearer could still use their tongue while wearing it.And I could guess where the wearer's tongue was to be used. Next, she tookout a tangle of leather straps that she began straightening."It's a cunnilingus keeper. Well either keeper or trainer," she said witha wicked grin. "The wearer puts his head in here and these straps goaround my hips and waist of his lady friend, so to speak, and. Kabhi-kabhi main aur wo walk par bhi jaate the, aur ek sath movies dekhte the. Uska aur mera room alag-alag tha, aur wo raat tak mere room mein hoti thi. Main bhi uske room mein hota tha. Ek din jab wo aur main movie dekh rahe the, tab light chali gayi. Ab hum dono bat kar rahe the, aur wo mera hath pakad ke baithi thi. Fir wo mere aur paas mein aake baith gayi, aur achanak se usne mujhe kiss kiya zor se.Fir hum dono kiss karne lag gaye. 10 minute tak kiss karne ke baad maine uske boobs par. I'm still horny as all hell...just like I was as a kid. I didn't know what I liked or didn't. At the time, I didn't know I was gay. But, even then, the word penis turned me on. I always wanted to see another guy's penis. I didn't have that opportunity until I was 18. I had decided not to go to college, but to get a job instead. So I had moved into the city with a reasonable job that covered the bills. Of course, the economy slid, and so did my job. I was left with no choice but to leave my.