After dinner Aunt Beth announced that we would play board games. Uncle Bob stood up and said "Cindy, there's something I want to show you in the barn.... She looked up and smiled, and Aunt Beth laughed! I didn't see anything funny about it.Aunt Beth said "Again? You know you're not as young as you used to be Bob." He just made a muscle with his arm and he and Cindy left."What's in the barn that she hasn't seen before?" asked Tommy."Never you mind" said his mother. "Why don't you get out Scrabble. I enjoy Jessie, mainly because he 49, & can maintain a hard on forever, or at least as long as I need him too, plus it's aabout 12 inches,Most of all because he really knows how to slow fuck me.6 months ago, after dinner and a few drinks, we all went to bed together , great sex, sucking, , fucking, & having our pussies eatting ,All in one bed, I have just finished a real nice hard ride, while Pat, was on her back, kicking and bucking those big'o legs & thighs, before cumming loud &. She was my first and remains my only.We progressed through life together, she moved in and we married, moved toanother house and had a child. Life continued until about 2010 when Irealised that I was again harbouring resentment and it was unfairlydirected towards my son, then 5 and my wife. I felt he prevented me frombeing the person I needed to be, but the reality was , and is that I was /am the only person who should bear that reality, that guilt.I attended through my work, a shrink of sorts. ‘No, not especially poor,’ she said. ‘Well, no more so than the rest of us. But he’s on his own. He doesn’t have anyone to look after him. So I think he’ll appreciate a soul cake or two. Oh, and don’t forget to sing him a hymn.’ ‘A hymn?’ ‘Well, a song anyway. I know … perhaps you could sing him Baa Baa Black Sheep.’ And she laughed. I wasn’t sure why at the time. Shadrach Smith’s wife had been killed in an accident while he was away fighting in France — which, presumably, was why Mother had.