Many things change, def have, and will. Transformation is wrong term and I like to think of it as a combination of transforming and evolving.Transevol...tion.I present myself and know I am female but I'm way more than just that. I am built on a foundation that encompasses all of humanities gender and sexuality. Just as many of my true sisters.Understand I hold much pride for being transsexual female/shemale. The reason I can not hide that is because I refuse to conform to definition of a few. ’ ‘What exactly did you ask?’ ‘How can I help your lives to work for you?’ ‘Who answered?’ ‘Matt, my brother. He said he wasn’t sure what I was asking. He said his life worked fine, and he could always use more money.’ ‘I told them about our conversation yesterday and how my question wasn’t really about money, it was about me wanting to have their lives work. I said it was about me wanting a way to love them so they felt loved. We spent a couple hours talking about how their lives could be. It turned out that Beth and Alian's targets weren't there yet, so they got to gawk at the inside of the house while Andres and I got to work.Holding hands, we walked outside to the back patio. Quint was grilling hot dogs, and a buffet had been set up with sodas, chips, dips, and salads. I surreptitiously tapped my earring, setting off the built-in recording device, and then approached him.Andres introduced us, "Hi, I'm Beth's brother, Andres."Quint looked at me, "and you're Javier, right?". " Me, too, I'm nervous, too"Opting for a seat at a high top near the bar, we ordered two sodas and began talking. I was really worried that we'd spend more time people watching than talking. Quite the opposite, we found we had even more in common than we thought and we laughed as we talked and talked. I felt like I had known Christine for years.Because of our shared nervousness, we chose to pass on lunch, engaging in animated conversation about a range of subjects. I was mesmerized by.