I got there and before i got a chance to look at the lovely garments, a sales lady asked if she could help me. shaking a little i told her i wanted to...but a suspender belt. she asked me the size and when i told her i didnt know she pointed out a lady who was about the same size as me, yes i said that would be just right. she showed me some really nice ones and recommended a lovely black Gypsy by Berli belt with a lovely lace panel at the front. i paid and left thinking, she knew it was for me.. Some of that got glossed over, perhaps still too painful to speak of in front of a stranger, even if it was a prospective employer.I spoke a while, telling her what Edwina probably already had, that I was a young, former soldier now trying to settle into life in Santa Rosa and learning to deal with wealth I hadn't been used to as a child, as well as the loss of parents that had not confided in me about their own family and financial status while they were alive.The two of us managed, in the end. I told him John and I'd talked about it numerous times before tonight, and we both agreed that we BOTH wanted this to happen for all three of us! BY then I was not only rubbing, but I was actually holding and squeezing his large hard cock though his shorts! Even though the confines of his tight shorts I could feel how big his hard cock was, and as silly as it might seem now, at that moment at least all I could think of was what a fool his wife Lisa had been, leaving this behind for some other. My alarm goes off. I jump up and proceed to the bathroom to hit the shower. 6:35 a.m. I'm out the shower and begin to get dressed. The phone rings and I answer; it's Donna, my girl friend . 6:49 a.m. I get off the phone to finish getting dressed. 7:30 a.m. I've had my coffee, gotten dressed and I'm out the door to work.8:15 a.m. I’m sitting in traffic on 34th street in Manhattan.8:35 a.m. I'm already 5 minutes late for my important meeting.8:45 a.m. I finally made it to the building. I jumped.