I have a room full of silver medals and trophy’s that say second place. She has been taking first away from me since we were only fourteen years old... I have spent the last ten years living in her shadow. This time was just like all of the others and probably many more to come. I was standing on the second place podium with Mai Na standing in the first place spot. I tried to smile and pretend that I was thrilled to death of my second place medal but I just wanted to smack her with it. “Don’t. . It goes around pretty fast and this isn’t a big town, and everyone’s laughing at me ... All callin’ me horse-fucker ... So now, I’m thinking, ‘fuck ‘em’ – if they want to call me a horse-fucker ... If they want to tease me about it ... I’ll give them something to really talk about ... I want to fuck a real horse – by choice, and have it filmed on proper cameras, with proper sound and lights, and in focus, and shown on the tele to everyone ... And now that dozy bugger can be the one everyone. I went straight into the toilet when I got into work and took several pictures. Not long after that, we were both in the morning meeting when I sent the first picture. It was of me from the waist up with just a few buttons of my blouse undone. I loved watching his reaction as he discreetly checked his phone and his eyes shot up and met mine. I smiled innocently, and he returned to his phone to reply. My phone vibrated almost immediately. 'Is that all I'm getting?' I sent the next picture, my. She told me to look around but act like I was just with her. I found some stuff I wanted and she took me into the changing room. The women working there looked really confused but didn't seem to care. We quickly tried on the underwear. I wanted to get a boner but couldn't. I loved and fit everything and we ended up buying it all. My mom said there was no expense spared for her new sissy. Then we went to Forever 21 where we bought 3 swimsuits and a few dresses. After the mall we went to the.