"It looks so sexy the way she's doing it to him," I said as my hand went down to take a few tentative rubs near the hem of my shorts."I don't think I ...an just sit here and watch this without doing something about it," my brother said tentatively."You mean like get yourself off?" I'll go crazy if I don't. What about you?" Well ... they're not due back for hours, um, look let's get a blanket or something and we can do it under, okay?"He got up and came back in a minute with a large beach towel. Then as she got off shift one night she told him she couldn’t go to the restaurant because she had a date. ‘Maybe next time?’ She patted his hand, then walked over to some guy who took her arm possessively. Darin went home, totally crushed. His mind was in a panic. Where were they? What were they doing? It was making him a little crazy. He had her sister’s phone number, at around two in the morning he could no longer stand it. Lee’s sister answered, tell him in no uncertain terms that Lee. We still have a few more events to run tonight.”“Oh. Sorry,” I stuttered.“All good. Congratulations again. Good luck in Hamburg.”I made my way to the side of the pool and climbed out. Our conditioning coach was waiting there and he threw his arm across my shoulders.“Berserker, huh?” he grinned.“I’ll never complain again about those pulleys again,” I grinned back.If you ever studied ancient history or studied classical paintings, you may have come across references to the Bacchanalia of Rome;. " Admit what?" he urges me."I like to dress like a girl," I say firmly."I don't want to hear about what you *like*..." he encourages.I hesitate for a second."I want to dress like a girl," I revise my statement."Again..." he pushes."I want to dress like a girl..." I say as I drop my head into hands again.I think it's true. I think I really do what to wear this. I think I craveit. I think I'm denying myself. I'm beat."Really?" Emma whispers from the top of the stairs. "You really do likeit?" she.