* * * * * Innocence found that her fame brought with it not only the material rewards which meant she was able to exchange her Congress flat for a cou...try mansion, but also the cost of selling her virtues through the media. In actual fact, it was a cost which Innocence found that she rather enjoyed. She became accustomed to interviews for publications such as Cavalier and Silver Shadow, but also to more mainstream publications where sex might be mentioned, but was not their main raison d’être.. The three girls were sitting at the table out there. Mel saw me and waved for me to come out. They had some sandwiches made up, so I had a fourth of a ham and cheese sandwich before having one of the cookies that were on a plate in the middle of the table.Joan told me, “Mel is going to read to us for a few minutes when we have lunch cleaned up, and then we’re going to take a nap. Do you want to lie down with us?”My heart raced for a few seconds as I remembered the many times their grandmother. Sie ging etwas auf und ab, um ihr Werk zu begutachten, dann beugte sie sich zu mir herab und spuckte mir mitten ins Gesicht. Da ich keine Hand frei hatte, um es abzuwischen, verteilte sich die Spucke langsam über mein ganzes Gesicht. Sie spuckte wieder und wieder, bis mein ganzes Gesicht von ihrem Speichel glänzte. Dann streifte sie ihren seidenen Morgenmantel ab und ich konnte durch einen Vorhang von Spucke verschwommen erkennen, dass sie eine wunderschöne Korsage mit Strapsen trug an denen. Her obviously exaggerated sigh was cut off mid exhalation as her gaze landed on the object. At first, a look of confusion came over her face, but only for the briefest of instants as within a single heartbeat all the muscles in Marsha’s face went slack and her eyes glazed over. Then effortlessly and without complaint she flipped off the covers, came up into a kneeling position and leaned forward toward me, her eyes remained unfocused as she bent her head down and reached up to pull her hair out.