Oh God, help me.As she looked around through Sarahs eyes I saw myself. Standing at the bar with Mike, Paul and good old Malcolm, I was laughing as I c...atted to my mates. How I wanted to be really there with them. I wondered who was in my body, who was controlling my being.The old man... He was there! He stood near my old body. They were alone together, they started to talk but I could see that their lips never moved. I could hear them, I could hear their thoughts as if they were speaking right. He went to the toilets, I decided I needed to go too. On the way out, there was a Durex machine. I didn’t know what they were, but he smiled and told me to get some I’d need them one day. The sign next to the machine said ‘this machine does NOT give out M&M’s’. I’ll never forget that. Anyway, there was nobody in the bogs, so I bought some, so did Chris. We must have looked so red-faced when we went back to sit with his mum. Anyway, might have been a few days after that, I went to his after. .I've been living with my boyfriend now for over 2 months. When I first came to live with him I knew my place in the living arrangement was to be a total bottom / submissive plaything which honestly is where I belong in any relationship. I'm naturally submissive, always deferring to someone else, happy when I'm pleasing someone and hate making difficult decisions; having someone else in control and making those decisions for me is much preferable. So when it came time to move in with my. .my pussy is a little moist ...how about you?" I asked."Yes...girlfriend, you got my juices flowing again," She replied. "Oh, by the way...I think I want to try the bedroom this time," I said coyly. "Stop....just stop and make the call." She replied.The next day I called Earl at work. "Earl....this is Melissa," I spoke softly."Hey what's up," Earl replied."Well, I have been thinking......" I stopped."Yes, Melissa, what have you been thinking.....maybe you need a little more black cock," Earl.