Now this one well make you laugh Sue! He held it in front of my face then gasped out load & felt my face going red’ It was a vid of a blonde white w...man slowly wanking a black guys cock’ At first I was taken aback but then crabbed the phone to see better’ OMG I said its true then they Are huge! I was transfixed by it & for the rest of the day couldn’t get it out my head’ Later on I said to him ... I’ve just got a picture of the black cock in my head! Really lol so you liked it then did you?. Mum was going shopping too, and as soon as the house was empty, I headed to the fridge. She'd been to the greengrocers that morning and bought courgettes, but they were big ones, quite a bit thicker than I was used to, and there were no carrots left. I was yearning to see that 'Big Cock Special' again, to find out if my vivid memories of it were true recollection or had escalated into outlandish fantasy. In the recklessness of desire, I eventually decided that it was appropriate to celebrate. Even at 40, I had hormones, and I had a sex drive.I thought she was cheating. I went as far as checking into it. Even accused her a couple of times. She laughed, would deny it, and that would be the end of that. At one point, she even told me if I was that horny and desperate, I should find a girlfriend. I was initially pissed off, but then realized that I was just different, and I wanted to make a change.I was home one night and I overheard a conversation on the phone. Brandy was talking to. "This feels good, doesn't it?" Janice said in Kirk's mostseduce masculine tones. The helpless female body's breathquickened at her expert touch! Beautiful and firm, theyoung breasts grew ever so slightly larger, the nippleseven more so. "You are Janice. You're beautiful! Youlove to be made love to by me, James Kirk, your lover. Noman could possibly feel as you feel right now! You lovebeing a woman. You love being the beautiful Janice Rand." Being sexy, and more importantly, feeling.