Yasmin's relationships with men alwaysfound her in the subservient role. Yasmin wanted more; she wanted to be a man'sequal partner .But in the society...she lived that seemed impossible. Than hecame along and she was somewhere she thought she would never be on her wayto a motel room to meet a man in person for the first time. Yasmin was thrilledand a little terrified at the same time. He made her promises and she felt that she could trust him. He promisedher that when they met that she would be. Please let me give you pleasure. I promise you wont regret it., I said. Okay, he agreed. Ill let you suck me. I decided to sit on the edge of the bed and have him come up to me and penetrate my mouth. He came up to me and stopped for a second. Are you sure? he asked. Yes, honey. Put it in! Let me suck and lick you! So he stopped for a second, I opened my mouth, and he entered my waiting mouth. Oh my gosh! I almost came right there on the spot. It had been a couple of years since I had felt and. They discovered,that they had so many common friends and that they practically belonged to the same circles. She was not sure whether they should go on with their relationship. On the other hand, she started to adore him. She always looked up to musicians and she also appreciated that she could speak about literature with him. After several days, she realized that she had fallen in love like a teenager. She was looking on the internet trying to find more pages with his photos and listened to. Often when I speak I don't think about what I say and regularly put myself in a situation in which I'm forced to reveal something about myself that I don't want to reveal. I didn't want Lily to think I was weak."I don't like Mark," said Lily."Yeah, Mark is bad," I said. "Eddie's bad as well. Everyone's bad, really." Everyone? What about you?" I'm not as bad as most people." Why does Mark hate you?"I thought about her question and laughed. "I don't know." Why does Ella like him?" I don't know.".