What made the pictureodd was the fact that he was a boy, but he was dressed like a girl.That wasn't the oddest thing, though. It was the fact he didn'... lookunhappy about that. In fact he looked...relieved, fulfilled. It was onlyin some latter pictures of the same child that he developed a look ofhorror and despair so common among the other victims.I felt a strong need to find out exactly why, and worked my way throughthe Dr.'s notes, to try and match the pictures to what was written. Ittook. Instead of writing it in this book I should be telling it to my husband and begging him for forgiveness, but I know if I told him what happened he would be out the door and on his way to being my ex-husband or possibly on his way to jail. Where to start. Stupid question Di, start at the beginning. Not at the beginning of what happened, but where what led to it began."It started when Donny called e into his office and told me that he wanted to make me his personal assistant. I told him no. Je sens que ma semaine va etre tres intense intellectuellement, que je ne vais pas cesser de penser ? lui et ? nous surtout !Je file nettoyer ma bouteille de d?o et prends une petite douche avant de me coucher. J'ai la tete plein de reves apr?s cetterencontre virtuelle, qui a bien d?bord?e dans le r?el d?j?.Je me laisse carresser longuement par l'eau chaude qui ruisselle sur mon corps, jouant aux cascades sur mes seins dont mespointes roses sont encore toutes dures, massant mes fesses toujours. “Wrap your lips around my cock, whore,” I yelled. “And lick the underside with your tongue. And keep looking at me; I want to see the humiliation in your eyes, cunt.”And for the next ten minutes, there was no sound except the great squelching sounds of a big cock thrusting over and over into a slut’s mouth, punctuated occasionally by the sound of a tit being slapped. Making a bitch suck cock truly is a great way to shut her up. I loved watching the humiliation in her eyes as I made her deep.