Anna confided in me that a mini-dress would be appropriate this evening if I wanted to wear that. She smiled, “Jar, you look great. Even Mason looks...”I grinned. “I may wear slacks tonight.”Anna gave me a hug as I got out. I wheeled my small case inside my condo.Once inside, I slipped my shoes off and opened a canned lemonade. I sat on my couch and took it easy. I looked at my phone and saw that I had two messages. One was from Moira, Mo, telling me again that she would be ready at ten Saturday. Another rose up almost in front of me, shocked beyond believing when I dropped the rifle and went for my shotgun. He was literally on top of me before I could get it to bear, the barrel almost against his chest. The shot knocked him backwards and he remained standing for a few seconds, looking down. I could see the woods behind him through the three inch hole.The last fired as I was rising to my feet, nearly ripping my holster in two and knocking me down again. The brave must have thought he. She paused from gathering up the breakfast dishes and gave her daughter a kind smile. "Why don't you go help Kalea in the computer room? She looked like she could use some cheering up." Don't we all..." Lois said quietly. "How's dad doing?" Okay, I guess. He's working with Leon right now servicing the wind turbine. What a Godsend that's been, with all the power blackouts... Tom's doing as well as can be expected. I think the knowledge that all that work for Jumpstart is now... well, in some. All my Senses, all my thoughts, all my feelings, all those screaming in my mindSaying that I am a girl !!But my mind couldn’t understand it, everything, everyone & everything around me says am a boyI understand am gay boy but that not make me a girlTill that night ……..It wasn’t a long time in that gang, till I had bigger circles of friends, friends who share the same desires and feelings Some were boy and some where girlsAnd in that circles bottoms and girls are close to each other , it's just.