The knowledge that all of this is just mind-trickery comes with the recognition that there is no escape from this realm of torment.I try to run but it...is only the legs that succeed while the conscience remains immovable.“All you feel is real,” the female voice reminds me. “Your brain feels it happen but your earthen vessel will not take damage.”“We seek not to destroy your body,” agrees the male voice. “Only your soul.”Through the mist of confused emotions pierces a spark, clenching its grip. She could not feel the warmth of my all naked body next to her or inside her when I was away. The only thing she could do was to touch herself between her thighs, feel her wet but all empty engorged pussy and imagine that I was there, with her, inside her. Many, many, many times during those long weeks of my absence; my sister had touched herself between her legs; while she was all naked, stretched her beautiful slender legs far apart on her bed. She spread her hands over her full breasts, hard. I can't believe my luck, I meandamn. I wake up and now I'm a girl. Like that's not bad enough, but my momgot rid of all my old clothes because she bought me all new clothes.The bummer is, all my new clothes are five sizes too big. And if those twothings aren't bad enough, I'm wearing my little sisters' clothes so Idon't miss school. And to top it all off, now my next door neighbor, Cindyis calling me a girl.My life sucks, and she knows I'm wearing my little sister's panties too. Ijust want to. To change the topic , I asked him about the window which we do not have. He told me that main gate is visible from this window. When I said that it is not possible, he offered me to check myself. I went to the window and tried to see outside but could not locate the main gate. At this , he came and lifted me so that half of myself was out of window. His one hand was on my boobs and other was covering my hips. I cried with the fear and he pulled me back . I was so afraid and feeling giddiness.