"If you can figure that out..." What you said." I can't close my eyes, for what's behind them."When?" Last thing you said to me, back then, when I'd d...ne the firsttourniquet, before you passed out. ?Fuck, that hurts.? I heard you sayit again just now and, can't believe it, that threw me back." Shit, sorry. Oh, bollocks. I was saying how amazingly good you were."I've nothing to say to that."I mean, it was amazing, really something." Her fingers circle my cheeksome more, she traces my eyebrows". ” There was a quiver in my voice that revealed my nervousness. I continued, “I am a little freaked about this morning is all. I can’t believe we did that.”“It was pretty incredible, and freaky” Gary agreed. Then he slowly pulled to shower curtain back slightly, and peered in at me. He was wearing a pair of light grey gym shorts and t-shirt. The t-shirt highlighted his strong chest and arms. He was well on his way to becoming a very attractive man with an excellent physique.I stood there, in. She’s excited and I hope a little nervous. I know she’ll have adrenaline pumping, but I will too, I can feel it already. I’m more calm than she is I can tell and I hope that helps. I realize what a ridiculous length Carrie and I have taken our anger and stubbornness to, but it’s too late to change anything now. And I honestly don’t think I want to.Finally everyone is here, even poor Hilary, still being bullied by Carrie. They’ve been friends forever it seems, and I still don’t know how Hilary. Charlie and Nick, (nickname “horse” for obvious reasons), were divorced and perpetually horny. They frequented a local strip joint and were not averse to using the services of prostitutes to take care of their needs. Like me, they were in their early fifties. Good bastards.One evening I told them about the movie and the fact nobody other than Steve, Chrissy and I had ever watched it. How I had always fantasized about showing it to some mates in front of her as a prelude to watching them fuck.