And now I am ready to join with you as I spread your labia and enter your wet slit with my mind. I am ready to make you one with me, mine forever and ... love forever on this shared etheric plane of existence.’ My body began to convulse as one explosion after another shattered whatever was left of my being. ‘Oh God!’ I cried out. And suddenly I knew how an ancient mortal must have felt when seduced by Zeus in his enchanting way. I clung onto my dream of Mrs. Santa as assurance that I would not. He is in Holy Orders, and hails from west of Offa's Dyke.'That last sentence had me gasping in disbelief. She could only mean that spindle shanked, whey faced curate from Wales: Gethsemane Goosepath!On the 6th January 1815, I received orders to appear at a Court of Inquiry in Devizes on the morrow. The court would examine the events that led to the damaging of the eastern lock gates of Lock 51 of the Kennet and Avon Canal on the morning of 25th December 1814. It would determine if there had. ‘Go on… open it!’ I pulled the packet open tentatively, crossing my fingers mentally and hoped that my quirky cousins had not sent me something embarrassing or highly personal which would send out messages about our three way relationship. I breathed a sigh of relieve and sheer joy. It was a CD of Jacques Loussier, the French jazz pianist, but not just any collection of recordings it was the brand new album of ‘jazzified’ J.S. Bach, only available in France but which had already achieved gold. I look at him and I feel safe even though he is half way across the room. Tears fall down my cheek. He quickly walks over and sits down on the bed next to me. He gently places his hand on my knee that is pulled to my chest. Will you&hellip, stay&hellip, here with me I choke out. He freezes. He moves his lips as if he is about to say something. He turns his head and points towards the stairs. I sniffle a little and shake my head. Here&hellip, In the bed I say quietly. I see him gulp a little.