We decided to go outside so that we could talk a little more. It was so loud in the bar that we could not hear each other well. My friends were trying...to talk me into staying, but I wanted to go with him and when I wanted something, nothing stopped me. Once we were outside he pulled a pack of cigarettes from his jacket pocket and offered me one. I was not a smoker, but sometimes when drunk or surrounded by a bunch of smokers, I would smoke a few cigarettes. Being as I did not want to turn him. “If” I said “If what?”“If you do it again for me” She said, looking away as if embarrassed.I looked at her. “Are you serious?” I said.“Oh very” she said. “You wank for me again and I wont say a word to Yvonne”“You know what this is don’t you?” I said. “This is blackm**l”“Yes” she said, smiling “It is isn’t it”“Say I did do what you are asking” I said, “What is to stop you telling Yvonne at a later date?”“I have thought of that” she said, “Have a look at this”She then opened a drawer in the. My mouth snapped shut. "Sure, if Lisa has no objection to you being in her drawers, why should I?" I didn't realize quite how that sounded until the elbow returned twice as hard. A look confirmed Lisa was blushing furiously."Ted!" Lisa exclaimed.Hawk just laughed. "You two are sweet. Well, since I have your permission to handle your - things, I'll get that rolling. Lisa, do you have somewhere to go?"Before Lisa could answer, I spoke up. "She can use a spare bedroom in my place. We have plenty. ” He took a sip of his tea and said “Well why do you wish to change things Kabir? Just accept them as the way they are.”“but sir, there are things in life which won’t work until you change them.” What he has to say on this, I thought. “Well, what is life? Kabir. Life is a lifeless word you see. It has several meanings attached to it yet it has no meaning of its own, so does it makes this word meaningless? Hell no.” I really didn’t get any of his word, I asked him to explain this further in.