This made me wonder how many other lovers Claire had been with since we had got married, by the time I went up to bed I was feeling more depressed tha... angry and to find that Claire had locked the bedroom door was the last straw. I decided that if it was proved that she was having an affair with Gordon I would divorce her, the way the laws were now I would not lose much once it was proved she was an adulteress, but I felt sorry for Lucy, she didn't deserve this added problem.Promptly at ten the. Amy looked up at me with the saddest eyes and a huge teardrop slowly falling down her cheek before asking me if that was all sex was really like. I wanted to kill Ben. I was angry for him even being part of the male race. I knew I had to help her but I wasn't quite sure how to handle this situation. "Amy honey, making love can be the most amazing thing people can share with each other," I offered. "You just need a better teacher and you definitely need a new boyfriend." "Who am I going to find. Now it's Wes, Les, Jess and Fess. Come to think of it, maybe Jaz is the only one with a normal name.Unlike my sister, I get to see Fess all the time. Mom is either carrying him around, hanging from one of her tits, or Dad is giving him a tour of the living room or the back yard with a grin a mile wide on his face. I've known Jeff less than a year, but he's Dad, where James Bond is my father. I realize my brothers and I were a nuisance he put up with so he could have my mother. Maybe it was the. ..that was hard.......yes Daddy Ithought....it's ok Daddy gave me a safe word, do I need it? He wasalready testing me, pushing things, and he gave me permission to takeit or not, and himself permission to use me..and when he called menames....oh Daddy....My mind focused and I started to read. It was an except from of ourchats; the chat that made me begin to obsess over him, to needhim....the passage took place after about an hour where we turned eachother on with pictures, dirty talk, and me.