You have access to the internet. You know what's out there." You forget. I don't trust the internet. Besides I want to hear about your collection. By ...he way, I'm jealous of this other lady." Our collection eh? Well, let's see, she had a couple of your standard, run of the mill vibrators. You know, hard, flesh colored plastic with a rounded tip and noisy little motors. I bought her a water-proof one for the shower. Her favorite, of course, was 'the beaver.' I paid a lot of money for a remote. Tonight is all about control and although that’s the way it may end up, we will be taking a long journey to get there.Across on the dressing table are laid out all of the implements and objects I intend to use. I pick up the first item, a white feather. I hold it in front of my eyes, the candlelight permeating through the almost microscopic filaments. I lean forward and let the fine tip of the feather gently stroke the back of your ankle. You tense a little, knowing contact has been made and my. I got accustomed to making my own dinner, and spending part of the weekend by myself. I asked her one night about her date, and she answered, "Do you really want to know?"I was curious about her dates, but I didn't really want to know the details. "No."Selene smiled. "That's what I thought." She kissed me on the cheek. "I love you, and I'm getting what I need from them and from you."I was happy that Selene was satisfied, and as time passed, I grew more comfortable with her dating.The sound of. ‘Oh,’ she shook her head. ‘Not so great, but Lucas says that will pass. I think dad is actually coping better than I am which is a bit of kick in the butt.’ She smiled again. ‘Well everyone’s different but you should start to feel better soon.’ ‘Let’s hope so. I’ll let you guys get back to it. Good night.’ She waved her hand as Oliver and Micah said good night and disappeared into the dining hall. ‘See,’ he said to Micah. ‘Perfectly nice person. Most of them are like that.’ ‘She’s only nice.