How did you do the next day when he returned? I thought about all the thing youve told me and I was all ready to send him away when he rang the door b...ll. There he stood smiling so cute at me. I just had to let him in. He had no shirt or shoes on. As soon as the door closed his arms were around me. I was a goner. He whispered: (&hellip,can we go in that closet again?) Ava&hellip,. At that point, what could put you back in control again? Julie&hellip,.. I dont know. Ill have to try some things,. Then I remembered that it was Candy's Birthday and just knew that the day would be super-scrummy dumptious and filled with ecstatic bliss. So it was fantabulous that the wardrobe of predictability had the most fabulous party dress; a completely sheer halter-neck bodice that clung to my breasticules like a second skin above a tulle pancake tutu, all in glorious scarlet-woman red. Ohh and the shoes! The shoes were to die for. Crimson ballet pumps with six-inch heels and ribbons that criss-crossed. That really hurt me."I admitted that what I said had been cruel and unfeeling, but in defence I pointed out the equally harsh and terrible things she had said to me – especially her accusing me of enjoying butchering the Argie, and that I would have enjoyed watching her parents die. I too said I had forgiven her, but couldn't forget what she had said.Miriam replied, rather sharply. "But you did kill that Argie, and you never did like my parents." What do you mean? I didn't enjoy killing the. They all have the same plan, of course. A few drinks, some smooth bullshit and then up to the room. A few hours with an amazing woman in a strange town then move on, NSA. My role here will be relatively small – until I am ultimately the victor, sweeping her out of there with me while the others have all failed. So, I’m actually a little affected by the two Bacardi mojitos and matching Patron shots I’ve had in the last hour to keep me calm and appearing normal. Nestled in my corner table/booth,.