" Are you busy tomorrow night," she replied, laying a hand on my arm."Not really," I lied knowing that I was supposed to be at work."Want to do dinner..." Love to." Give me your address, I'll pick you up at seven?"I wrote it on a piece of paper I got out of my bag."You want me to be pretty again?" I smiled, handing her the paper."You know it."The next night I was wearing a shear silk shirt and leather pants I'dborrowed from my room mate Rebeka. Underneath I was top to bottom in satinbra and. “Not well. We lost.”“Already? I thought this was just to set a court date or something.”“It was, but they always ask the judge to just decide the thing then and there. The judge usually says “no” and then everything moves forward. It’s apparently standard legal stuff. But this time the judge said “ok”, and found in favor of the State, and against Mom. Everyone, including the prosecutor, was shocked.”“So what does this mean?”“I don’t know. Maybe that none of us can come back.”“What are we going. Between a set of men who had sex with me, sometimes I felt tired. Then, Ahmad gave me some soft drinks that someone had brought to the bus, saying,“We thought you would feel tired. Here, have this and prepare to the next session. You will be allowed out only after we all are satisfied”Now I look back and think that having so much sex at one occassion could have even killed me but back then, all I wanted was to have sex again and again. I came out again and again, I was loaded in again and again. Her daze was interrupted by him, trying to kiss her. she moved her head to the side, trying to get away he started kissing her neck and chest.She cried out loud as she scratched and pounded at his chest and face. he grabbed her arms, flipped her over onto her stomach and leaned down to her ear. “isn’t this what you wanted?” he said, as he kissed her back. “what?! who are you?! why are you doing this?!” she screamed, half into the pillow shhhhh” he said once more. he grabbed her hips and pulled.