Any attention was unwanted.“I’m not getting close to that girl, either. Those noises she makes are so weird and gross. It’s like she’s always ...econds away from throwing up.”The boys took turns imitating either dying frogs or the gagging sounds Amy’s throat occasionally made. As an expert in ignoring unpleasant things, the girl kept her eyes fixed on the blackboard. Pretending to be unbothered was something she had to do every minute of every day to appear normal. Yes, mouth stuck open, only. "Andthat bath... mmmm."We never got dressed. We just lounged on the sofa watching YouTubevideos for the most of the night until we went to bed. He massaged myshoulders until I shut my eyes. He has magic hands! That first nightwas pure bliss. He held on to my thigh and cuddled with me throughoutthe night. I think I had a good dream.Unfortunately I had work in the morning so it was back to boy mode. Iwoke up earlier than he did and quickly slipped into boy mode and out ofthe condo. Having to. “Well it’s hard to stay fat on prison food. You have to eat everything to get your recommended daily nutrition intake. If you hate one thing on the menu, you are going to lose weight. I stayed away from the canteen food. I tried to do the time and use as a learning experience. Rehab is easier when you do it that way. I even tried a little Zen, but it wouldn’t take,” I said.“God you are so together, not at all like I remember you,” she said. “I remember you being all over the place.“Well, I am. 3 hours went by and me and Tim were stumbling out of a taxi, and towards my front door, I turned to him and told him to be quite as I was sure Robyn would be in bed asleep and really didn’t want to wake her, so as quietly as two drunk men could be, we snuck in the house and up the stairs, I said night to Tim as he went down the hall to the spare bedroom, I went through the door to the master bedroom and as I thought Robyn was asleep, I took all my clothes off and quietly tip toed round the side.