. I don’t want you to feel weird from just only me being naked or something.” Her motivation in this was, sincerely, exactly how she phrased it. S...e certainly didn’t have in mind some special agenda. The aspect that shot immediately to the fore of John’s mind, however, was that she would then be seeing him, just as he was seeing her - with all the awkward self-consciousness that might imply, for him.Perhaps sensing her dad’s hesitancy, she strengthened her argument, by adding, “Anyway, it’s not. I put a bit of firmness in my voice, “Turn around, now. Hands behind your back.”She did not stop shaking, but she did follow my instructions. I carefully put the cuffs back on one wrist, before leading her back to the chair she had sat in to eat breakfast. I positioned her on the seat and pulled her arm with the cuff on through the back of the chair. When I had her other arm through as well, I cuffed her wrists together. I went back into my bedroom and grabbed some handkerchiefs to tie her. I never thought I would ever say that again. And to think I had tried to kill myself. What if I had succeeded? Look what I'd be missing.Angelo and I spent every free minute together. Well, not quite, but if I wasn't with him I was thinking of him. Day dreaming actually. Even when teaching. More than once my happy thoughts were interrupted by a student asking me if everything was all right. I would just smile and say, "Perfect!"There were stressful times though. After Leia and Joan's. And Alexandra didn't want to end up feeling disappointed after her first time. She had been avoiding Luis and his attempts to flatter her since she realized that."Who's hungry?" Robert was standing behind them with a plate full of delicious looking meat. His eyes immediately fell on Alexandra, who looked back at him.The look on her face said: "I'm sorry, Emilia wanted to help me with the suntan." But she couldn't possibly make out if Robert had actually been disappointed about it.When the girls.