" You could have at least called me from New York." That's the other part of the story. Some pickpocket stole my wallet and I lost your card along wit... my money, credit cards, and most importantly all of my ID. My social security card, driver's license, and even more. I've been running like a chicken with its head chopped off cancelling my credit cards, renewing my driver's license, and all the rest. Emma, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for standing you up and I feel like crap for doing it but. I could still feel my mom sucking on my cock. It was just my sister who couldn’t move. Now, I can’t wait to humiliate my bitchy sister. ‘Wendy, what shall I do with you? You’re always priding yourself on your intellect, aren’t you? Well, what if I turned you into a drooling bimbo? From now on, your IQ is that of a mindless bimbo. All you can think about is having sex. You don’t even know how to read and write anymore. You will wear the sluttiest clothes you have. In fact, bring down your. I can jack off again. Right now.I sit down and look around the room. There's some people watching TV. are still the people in the wheelchairs just sitting there. Staring off into nowhere.All together there's probably 20 of us. Maybe 30. 15 in wheelchairs. Not quite that sitting or walking around. There's some crazy looking people. I'm the craziest fucking one here. Yes I am.I sit there and just think about all this. I can't believe I did this. It's really fucking stupid. I feel sexy. More so. I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better, but what? I have to do this. My whole being demands me to take this journey." I know goddamnit. My father had the same problem." I wonder if he felt the same way I feel." He's a deep soul, a loving person, but I'm afraid he doesn't feel the same way as you feel; not the way you connect with your lovers and especially with me. The old man is a womanizer, and I may be the only woman in his life who he regrets leaving or wants.