And in those secretmoments known only to myself, I dream of something more, much more.Could a dual life ever be possible, I wonder. There is so much ...oingon in this life, it would be near impossible to give it all up - aloving spouse, adult children with grandchildren and possibly more onthe way, my natal family including my mother, brothers, sisters, andtheir families. And a job, a house, responsibilities. Yet, what Iwould give for a month or maybe only a week, here or there to satisfymy. “Ma’am, can we do the same?” asked Sameer. “Do what?” I inquired.“Fuck you whenever we want?” he explained. I was horny and wanted to get fucked hard. “When are you guys going back to your hostel?” I asked.“Tomorrow evening”, they said disappointingly.“Then let’s do it. Until tomorrow evening, you two can fuck me any time you want. I will stay naked all the time.” I replied, pinching their cheeks.I took off my slip and short and got naked. They did the same. My son was done with his milk and I. "I hope so, Ma'm. It's not easystuff." Gene answered."Nothing good ever is, Gene. Good luck." She turned to the next boy inline.The three roommates sat in a corner nook to consume their food. Gene'sattire fit right in with the crowd. The riot of colors from the wigsmade the room much more vivid. Some of the younger boys were opting forblues and purples."Gene, let me help with the math. We've got about thirty minutes toreview the material." Roman offered."God, Roman, I know you're smart but. .. well, which led to them trying to pull the plug. Whether they could pull the plug entirely was currently a moot point, given the legal advice that we were getting, but it was clear that things were coming to a head.Which, I felt, was probably a good thing, but also something that could wait. For the moment, I took a sip of the wine, sat back and watched the scenery passing by ... thinking of everything that had gone on while I'd been up North...I dropped into the hospital to see Dave as soon.