I immediately harden. I offer my hand to you and lead you to the bed. I can feel the nerves in your grip. Slowly you climb onto the bed, positioning y...urself in the middle. With a smile you extend your arms out, committing to the night, to the plan. Gently, I tie first one wrist to the corner bed post before circling to the other side and do the same with the other wrist. I can see you are breathing a bit harder, noticing your nipples have hardened. I continue to the foot of the bed and wait. What is this?’ I replied: ‘My Lingam, a wand of light.’ She then said: ‘Illuminate me.’ I moved her flat on the sofa. I was fully hard. She was dripping wet. I moved on top of her. She opened her legs. I gently entered her. We shared the sacred flame. Later I said: ‘I have a gift for you.’ She smiled. I gave her a box. She opened it to find Gibran’s ‘The Prophet.’ I said: ‘Open it to an arbitrary page. See what you get.’ She opened it to a page near the beginning. She read silently, flipped. Sometime around Thanksgiving, before actually, it was time for Max to start planning the yearly Christmas party. I mentioned it to Dirk and he asked me to go help Max. From the first time Max touched me, I didn't belong to Dirk anymore. I was pregnant with Jimmy when Bob and you guys raped me. I regret what I did, but I wouldn't change a thing."She gazed at her husband and the smile she gave him was almost blinding. In the nine years she and I had been married, I had never received a look like. " But someone has to check up on you, darling. Who knows, you might decideto take off your bra and camisole as soon as you reach the office.Someone has to make sure you are wearing them at all times. When I phonedher, and explained what I was doing and what you would be wearing, Sarahsaid she was VERY willing to help." You've phoned her?!" burst out Simon, unable to believe what he washearing. "This was meant to be our secret - that's what you said." How was I to get her to do the checks if I.