I was giving her attention now, but not that much attention. Plus, I was still inlove, still thinking only about HER…bla, bla, bla. You know how tha... is. And most of all, anyone of you who are reading this, straight guys, lesbians or bi, wouldn`t want in a million years a girlfriend, fiancee or wife like her. Don`t want to get in more details about that, you`ll just have to trust me.I was relieved when I realised that she had other plans with me. At a time she increased her stake and started to. I figured if I’m going to be broke, I might as well go out with a bang and not a whimper. So I had my delicious dinner, and then faced the harsh reality I was completely broke. Every morning, my kind landlady brought me coffee, toast and jam. I had a little desk and I wrote every morning and evening, but during the day would go to the café I enjoyed and, gradually got to know a lot of other travelers and had many stimulating conversations. I was never without a cup of coffee or something to. I've tried many times, per daddies directions. I watch porn and edge for hours and have no trouble eating my pre cum or cum as long as I ruin the orgasm. If I don't I immediately lose the desire, wipe up and go about my business.So I know I like cum, I just have to be aroused to eat it (or wipe it all over my face, etc.).For today's session daddy had tied me up in serious bondage fashion. My arms were tied behind my back and secured to ropes around my waist. A spreader bar was between my. Someone, possible me suggested a game of cards and this soon turned into strip poker. I can remember us arguing about how many articles of clothes each could wear at the start and when the game would be considered over. I forget the outcome about clothes but it was decided that the game would be over when the first player became naked. As it happened it was his girlfriend who pulled down her little white knickers to be the first to be naked but for about 20 minutes my ex was bare breasted.