And then a sense of peace begins to wash over me, a sense of calm. Whatdo I care what all these people think?I only care about what one person thinks,...my wife. This is what I askedfor, this is who I am. Sometimes I wish I wasn't wired this way, but I amand there's nothing I can do about it. I can either spend my lifefighting against it, or accept it.I'm content. I slowly pick my head up. Jan is talking to a customer. Ilook around the restaurant, at the waiting area, people going about. And one froggie book!“This is Owen, Sheila. Owen, Gary’s mum ... I expect Les isn’t too far away. Mummy’s got to go now, darling! You be a good girl for Nanny and Grandad!”She kissed her daughter and then handed her to her mother-in-law. Maddy seemed quite happy; maybe she didn’t really know what was happening, but she was much loved and secure, so all they could do was keep their fingers crossed.“Bye, bye, Mummy! Bye, bye, Owen ... don’ forget the resront!”“Bye, bye, Maddy, I won’t forget!”As. Naangal sirithu neram pesivittu asathiyaaga irukirathu endru paduthu uranginom, naan akka thangai meethu kaamamaaga irunthathil enaku avalavaaga thukam vara villai.Naan eppozhuthum iravil suya inbam kaanben ippozhuthu thozhil arugil paduthu irupathaal ennal athai seiya mudiyaamal irunthathu aanal sunni viraithu irunthathu.Iravu 11 aanathu anaivarum urangi irunthaargal, enathu thozhiyum urangi irunthaal appozhuthu oru kathavu porumaiyaaga therakum satham ketathu. Enathu athu akka than kathavai. Without really meaning to think about it her mind scanned through all six of the previous boyfriends who were around the same age as she was and in each case she noted that the sex had been nowhere near as intense or as pleasurable as she had just experienced with Sam.Looking up at her wonderful lover's face, Lucy suggested that they go and finish their drinks and if Sam was agreeable then she would make them something to eat. She pointed out that this would permit more time for Sam to stay.