He knew his power over me and would show such from then on. I had to tell him about the first man I watched fuck Lauren; what he did with her; how I f...lt; what I had to do; if I was humiliated, shamed; if I had regrets. I told him how the first time although exciting left me kind of flat. I told him I just watched, feeling like I wasn't really there. He asked if he humiliated me in any ways.I said, “No, I just watched him fuck her and then I left.” “Pity,” he said, “you cucks need that don’t. Part II told my mistress about my idea for a journal and she agreed to let me include all our encounters in it. She said she will give me a very hot session today for me to begin writing about. I couldn't hide my excitement and dropped to lick her pussy in gratitude (you know me can't get enough pussy). She pushed me away and ordered me to go and wait for her in the dungeon. I entered the dungeon on the dark and didn't dare flick the lights on without permission and sat on the floor awaiting my. Obviously she didn't believe my reasoning. "How about I make it worth your while?"She pulled my towel off of my waist exposing my naked body. Then she got on her knees and started to lick around my cock and down to my balls. Soon I was completely hard then she bobbed her head up and down, ignoring her gag reflex as she went. She slowly traced her hands up my sides, giving me the chills. Her touch was soft and deliberate. I knew I wasn't her first blow job recipient, but her second, and the care. A little while later our maid came up and surprised me but whilst I was in a female’s bathing suit, she didn’t blink an eye, as if what I was wearing was perfectly normal.She left and we finished the coffee and headed down to the beach. We walked and did some small talk. She did tell me that she wanted me to have fun and she had set up a few surprises. She made it clear that I was to do as she requested. We found several chairs and towels near the ocean. We sat down and relaxed. Close to lunch.