Practiced experience has taught me that it will be so much better if I don't.It's time to go to my study. He and I sometime sleep in there. But this m...rning, I retreat to the study to see the lake and to take myself right over the edge. Somehow, some way, this seems to bring me closer to him. Naked, I kneel in front of the window and spread my legs. I masturbate frequently in a kneeling position. About a year ago, I discovered that I possessed a distinctly submissive side. So I kneel in. "She held one half below my pee pee and the other set above, placed themtogether, and with a little whirring noise, the plastic pieces joinedtogether, and gently squeezed my pee pee.I looked down, the blue plastic light at the end winked red for a second,flashed to green then to blue, then flicked to red and blue."Oh, I, uh,..." I stammered."Now don't worry, Tommy, this is normal for all boys around your age. Soif anyone teases you about this, report them to your teacher, authorityor parents,". There's not much of a bump, thank goodness." “There’s nothing more that I can see. Head wounds always bleed a lot and that makes them look a lot worse than they really are. The ice seems to have reduced the swelling though. It’s going to be tender for the next couple of days but I think you’re all right. I have quite a bit of first aid and I’d say that you’re fine. I can still take you to the hospital if you want, but they’ll probably just examine you and prescribe a couple of aspirin for the. .."I couldn't help but interject at this point. "So Nancy, now that you fooled around and 'went too far' with some other guy, I have to be okay with hand holding?" Nancy was silent. Then, tears began to flow from her eyes."Now, I'm gonna lose you!" she gasped. "I shouldn't have, I never should have..."She sputtered.I put my forefinger against her lips to silence her. I didn't need to hear any more. I was confused at this point, not sure what to say or do. Maybe it was a mistake, but I gathered.