"If we had stayed in New England, she might still be alive," I said. "I wouldn't have been driving on the Dan Ryan and that awful accident would not h...ve happened." I was sobbing uncontrollably, now. She was holding me tightly, kissing my head. "Let it all out, my sweet man, it's ok to cry." I was feeling so vulnerable, yet so relieved to be able to cry. I had not since the funeral. "Come with me, David," she said as she directed me to her bedroom. "Remember this room," she asked? "It looks a. Once we had eaten our dinner, I directed diana to cut up alice's food and put it in the dog bowl, while she was doing that, I released alice, placed the chain leash on the collar & walked her on all 4's into the lounge room where her dog bowl was with her food. She ate away until it was all eaten.Saturday morning arrived, so we all went shopping, 6 fresh cut Fillet Steaks were bought & a good salad for the BBQ. All this time alice wanted to know what was happening. Of course I wouldn't tell. ," chuckled the minister, "so what about this Pink thing?" Ahh yes, Pink," said the scientist, "well it turns out that the female systems are more complex than we first thought, you cut back on one hormone and another will kick in, we all remember debacle of 2000/218 don't we." Nods of agreement from around the table."Never mind 2218, so agent Pink is a failure," stated the minister."Well it's 218 Minister, but yes you can say we're still working on it," agreed the chief scientist."Ok, Pink was. ‘Hi. Tonya?’ I nodded, my brow low. ‘Yes. Who’s this?’ ‘It’s Oliver. Oliver Hart. We met at the wedding, remember?’ ‘Yes,’ I repeated, forgetting all about my plan to chastise the caller. ‘I got your number from Jessica. I hope that was ok, you see, I really enjoyed your company and I hoped maybe we could get together again?’ My mouth fell open as if to respond, but I inhaled instead, my chest expanding as I continued to imagine how I ought reply. I could find no way to reconcile my wants with.