" When she looked at the lingerie, you could see that the bra and thong set were totally see through. “Try it on,” Doug smiled, “I can’t wait ...o see you in it.” “With the bra and thong?” Sara asked. “Yes, baby, try it all,” Doug smiled. Sara ran into the kitchen and told me to stay where I was, on the couch, while she stripped and put the new dress and lingerie on. “Don’t you dare come in the kitchen while I am changing,” Sara smiled at me, “I will be stripping naked.” She went into the kitchen. She wasn’t allowed a pen so she’d used her own blood as the ink. She’d written that she’d collected a cup of her blood, from her period, and dipped a bamboo stick in it, used it as her pen. The paper she’d swiped from an office she was cleaning... How deeply impressed I was by her legerdemain... Like her face, her writing didn’t convey much feeling. Until the last entry. It was the only part where she’d shown emotion.The last entry was written the night before her execution. In it, she pondered. This feeling was especially string for Mev and Zira since they were more experienced with the precognitive senses of the High Lords. They had a sense that something was going to happen but they were unable to sense what it was going to be. All the High Lords could do is to keep themselves alert for the unexpected.It was about two weeks after Anna joined the High Lords that it happened, something none of the High Lords had ever experienced before. All of the High Lords sensed it as it swept. "Erin smiled. "I am Ben's."Everyone sat down to talk with the couple in the middle of the discussion. Angel said, "I had just spread the word this morning that you were off limits for some time. Something changed while you to were walking this morning."Ben said, "Yes. We talked and were honest about how we felt about our feelings and the lifestyle here. We came to an agreement that allows us to be part of the group but also allows us to be the couple that we believe is important to us,.