Daren wanted to pull her closer, feel her soft body against his, melting into him. She didn’t give him a chance though, and he had no one to blame b...t himself. To keep himself from reaching for her again, he clenched one fist tight and slung one arm over his face. He felt the bed dip slightly and knew she had gotten up. He heard the bathroom door close and lock. Clenching his jaw, he punched the bed, fighting the insane notion to kick the door in. With any other woman, this would have been his. "We've got food for three months, but air and water for only three weeks. Worse than that, we've only got enough power for two weeks of life support if we run just the essentials and conserve everywhere we can. We've got maneuvering thrusters, but not enough to move us very far or very fast and no place to go that's close enough to reach with them. We've got the forward nav sensors back on line, but they're the low power ones. Everything with any punch depended on us having full power. That. The hole was about 4" in diameter and I could see the flicker of another movie showing through it. I realized someone must be in that booth and scared to death they would see me jacking off I quickly pulled up and fastened my pants. Sitting there catching my breath and wondering what to do next the quarter ran out and my booth became very dark. I saw movement through the hole and wondered who was there. Not able to help myself, or really without thinking about it, I got down on my knees and. I will always be a masochist at heart. I will always be with my collar,Unless i am with vanilla people but it will still be on me but not be able to be seen. I went a half day with out my collar and it destroyed me,made me fill empty, missing something, fill lost, confussed and alone. No easy to go throw. I enjoy My collar of my master and my dom makes me feel complete and whole.I can not go one day with out being under my master or dom control. My emotions got the best of me when i didnt have.