I was nearly unable to think! I was dead. DEAD! But somehow, I was still alive! I couldn't cope with two impossible, yet concurrent realities.Finally,...I began to run out of tears and began to function again. From the emotional turmoil I still felt, I hadn't died. Despite the evidence from my eyes, I was no ghost! My body was clearly dead, but I was still alive! I wiped away the last, salty tears from my eyes. My hand was smeared with makeup. Women's make-up!I also realized it wasn't my hand I. He was older, she was drunk, they took off their clothes and started foreplay...it could have been any weekend except the sex didn't come fast and furious like it usually does. Instead he teased her, holding off until Anna was practically begging for it. With Anna craving sex (and validation) he calmly told her what he wanted and she nodded before taking his dick in her mouth and putting a finger in her asshole. He called her a "good slut" as she went down on him, casually pinching and pulling. Classes would begin on the 26th, and Lenore had to report for NROTC orientation and New Student Orientation on the 21st, the Wednesday after next.Wheeler had indeed accompanied her to the University Admissions office Friday morning, and she'd paid over a hundred of the Gunny's dollars to get a transcript overnighted from Sterling Community College. Lenore had had to 'reaccomplish' the application, this time under neatly typed blocks the Navy had typed into.Lieutenant Wheeler had told her that. Mom had gone back to work and I was messing around in the attic when I got the strangest feeling I was being watched. I slowly and carefully turned around. A woman stood there at the head of the stairs. She was maybe a little older than Mom, but she looked strikingly familiar. The light was playing on her hair and it shimmered in the sunlight. I blinked and shook my head. She was smiling at me."Can ... may I help you?" I inquired, "And how did you find me? I closed up the passage."She laughed.